in a party rut

oh god. amori's first birthday is just around the corner and i still can't think of a theme for her party.

i'm all over the place.. first i wanted a Lilo & Stitch theme (but found it too hard to get the party supplies), then a luau theme (but later decided it was too boring), then a beach theme (ho-hum), then a rubber ducky theme (too boy-ish, but amori loves rubber duckies so i'm still considering it!), then a princess theme (this is definitely the if-all-else-fails-theme)... WAAAH!!! all i really want is a pretty chocolate cake, yellow and pink balloons, ice cream, and lots of sunshine in maya's garden!

ACK!!! how can other moms have perfect party plans MONTHS in advance???? i must be a badly uncreative mom to not have thought of this way earlier!

... but there is still hope. i've always had better ideas right at the finish line - so siguro by this weekend i would have made up my mind already! LOL. all it takes, i'm sure, is a good stroll at Michael's, Toys R Us, and Party Bazaar!